7:16am

I’m still awake. I’ve had one of those nights where you just kind of sit there and think and shake your head to yourself. One of epic proportions. I think I just said that so I could use the word “epic”, so ignore that. But it’s been bad, good, good, good, bad. Good. I have no words for the thoughts rambling and rolling around in my head. I’m pleased with myself. I’m also dissatisfied. Not with myself (for once). I would love to tell you everything that happened but you would think I was crazy. I’m pretty sure I sound a bit eccentric right now anyways.

So anyways, on a somewhat lighter note, I just signed on to AIM for the first time in months. It was weird. No one talked to me. Who would like to treat me to some coffee today?

I have decided that I’m going to learn Russian. It’s obviously way more persuasive than English.

Does it bother anyone else how short the iPhone/iPod USB/battery charging cords are? Or is this just me? Cause I get really frustrated by it.

I think I finally figured it out...

antistatic:

… what it is that I’ve been looking for.

I want to give my heart to someone. I want to love someone. I want to love someone so much that it makes my head hurt and my heart ache. I want the love that turns my world upside and gives me a good shaking. I want life changing love. And for some reason I think all of this is possible… perhaps because I know that I can love that way. I can turn someone’s world upside down. I can shake them up. I can love them until their head hurts. So where is it? If I’m here and I’m ready, then where is it? I’m ready.

But I guess that’s what we’re all looking for, isn’t?

Yep..

Sometimes I wish I had a dog. Not one of those tiny excuses for a dog, but a big ole lovable dog. One that will cuddle up next to me when I’m sick (like right now) and watch tv with me. I wouldn’t dare let any one person see me like this. Plus dogs can’t talk. That’s a plus. I’m calling into work. Anyone want me to dogsit for the night?